my moon, my man

he helps me remember me. the best of me, the me i choose.

last night was another night on another level. he reminded me of the importance of the journey over the importance of the destination and as time goes on, he is my mirror. through him i see my resistance. i see my future. i remember myself and many things i forgot in the confusion of past relationships.

i remember that desire does not exclude me. that open isn't a facade. he stands in my soul, he cradles my heart. and yet i am still free to be completely my own. ang sarili ko.

i love hearing him speak, the passion in his words, his dedication to emotion. i love having a hand in the contentment in his face in the morning. the strain in his face as he pours into me. mahal ko siya.

i want no one else.